Haircut

My baby is 7 weeks! and I just gave him his first complete hair cut! 1/4 inch shave all around, he looks sooo cute!! He looks soooo big, lost that infant look already!! Oh dear, I miss my little 7 pounder whom has turn into a 12 pounder in less than 2 months!! Gosh, times is going by sooo fast and he is growing just as fast!

Life's Wonders

Nicholas is one and half month, he is already eleven and half pounds, growing too quickly for me to grasp. He is becoming more 'infant' and losing the 'newborn' characteristics. I love him so much. A year ago he was not created yet, and today he is such an important part of life. No matter how much I enjoy each stage of parenting, I am so painfully missing how it was when he was born...that seven pound, wet, slimey, bloody and crying little person that took me two full hours to push out. Those first days were so peaceful, I was so sore from the laboring that I hardly had the opportunity to hold him and adore each little move and sound he made. Then he was put in photo therapy bed, and I was not allow to hold him unless it was feeding time. Poor baby was in that light for 4 days, but it got rid of complications before they had a chance to harm him.

After five weeks of dealing with a sore diaper rash, his little bottome is finally nice and dry. But that means his digestive track has mature and he is producing thicker stool that his butt can handle. His cries are become more infant and losing that newborn sound. Each day he grows a little and I love him more and more each passing day, but I am so sadden by the fact that my baby is growing. I want him to grow yet miss the newborn days.

I look at Audrey and see what he will be like in 29 months, all of which makes me miss the newborn stage even more. The little boy that my body took 10 months to create is now a growing that will be on his own too soon.