It seems only days ago did I find out I was pregnant...and now look at me, I have a 41 inches around my waist that was once measure 24. Time seems to just have pass me by leaving me only minutes of memories. Sometime I sit here wondering what I have been doing...we have 24 hours in a day, I don't sleep much but I don't know what I do with the other 18 hours.
Now that its getting closer to my due date, I am beginning to worry about everything. I swear my due date is earlier than what the ultrasounds have shown...2 weeks earlier for that matter. William will not be in town if my due date is correct or if the baby is early. Ultrasounds said due date is the 21st, but I think its the 8th or so, William arrives on the morning of the 13th.
I also worry that Audrey will be upset that we have a new addition to the family, she might feel that she has to share mommy and daddy and feel sadden to do so. She'll for sure need some time to get use to mommy always holding the baby and not her...poor baby, I already feel for her. And I'll miss her sooooo much when I am in the hospital and can't cuddle with her.
I also worry about my labor/delivery....I don't want a cesarean section or an epidural, I don't mind some tylendol but definitely no needles in my spine! I hope the baby is ok, I hope I don't onset too much stress as I did when I had Audrey, the nurse told me that if her heartrate didn't go down, I would need an emergency C-Section! I hope the hospital is better and the staff are more caring...I hope things turn out very good! I hope they remember to do footprints for the new child....I hope we remember to set up the video camera at the right time and angle! So much to worry about...I hope I remember my relaxation CD and camera and phone....oh dear...maybe I should pack my bag and get everything ready!
ONLY 55 days to go....less if using my calendar!
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